Is it possible to be in a dark place, know that you are and not have the inclination to remove yourself from that state or the hope that it will see to itself, work out somehow?
Dark is the wrong word. Its more like Empty. Just read through the previous posts and found that outlook a little more sobering than the current state of mind.
During the past two months the general consensus has been - "Take wots coming". Nothing much else anyone can do about that. Fighting the inevitable is a futile endeavour and may have accomplished something before, but very little in comparison to working with what you have and building upon that.
Unfortunately, and it was proven to me this very moment (just got a call), I'm completely desensitized. Things no longer have the effect they used to - actually - there is no longer an effect. Maybe there are reasons things work out the way they do and it could definitely be the universe saying something. But what would that be? Oh wait, I don't give a fuck and it no longer matters. Decisions, choices, direction (in life) - these are all based on emotion, maybe plain old mental activity without emotional baggage is a good idea too. Who knows, who cares.
Here's to me and my outlook on life.... wot outlook?
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